Firstly, welcome to my first ever Blog everyone. I'll be talking about a topic which has had a big impact on my life!
Alcohol and substance abuse is a topic which I'm very familiar with and something I'd struggled with for most of my late teen and adult life. Alcohol abuse especially, is so common in our society it has indeed become normal, weekend binges, nightly 'switch of drinks' and any occasion or excuse to 'drink' that drug, indeed it is a drug and it has consequences. I honestly believe it is the elephant in the room as far as many of societies problems and I see it hold us back collectively in productivity, health, wellness, financially, socially and most of all Spiritually ! It's taken me to be totally free of it too see the trap, how engrained in our culture it is, how toxic!
When I first started getting Holographic Kinetics or HK sessions in 2013 ( I'll cover more about what is modality is and where in comes from in a future blog. ), I was a mess, I was drinking every evening and so were my crew, it was normal though! 'Normal' although I was tired, fatigued, unhappy and unwell and it was the only little glimmer of happiness when I got a hit of feel good chemicals, to the detriment of my entire being!
Looking at the 'root cause of the effects' of why I was drinking so much in the first place, for me there were deep seated trauma and negative beliefs from my younger years that I wasn't addressing as well as all these negative beliefs tying me to alcohol itself. 'I can't have fun without it, a few drinks won't hurt, I'm boring without it, life's no fun without alcohol, all my friends do it, I cant connect without it.'
As an already quite sensitive person who feels a lot, drugs and alcohol flung open the etheric doors so to speak, which meant I'd take on a lot of energetic heaviness people were shedding in these party environments, adding an extra heavy dimension and grime to my hangover. Not to mention triggering up my own old pains and hurts without a healthy and safe connection to self, to process the. The funny thing is, it seems like the only way to escape those uncomfortable feels is more, and so the merry go round continues, numb and disconnected but with a glimmer of poison hope. I get how it feels to be there I really do.
Through continuing the HK/Spirit work, it soon became clear to me that alcohol and drugs were having a massive effect on Etheric or unseen parts of my beings too, opening the door for other life forms to step in.
Agreements with any other life forms, thought forms or 'beings' that came onboard through drugs and alcohol, trauma or otherwise were broken, so my Spirit could get back in the drivers seat ( This is a huge topic, one I'll expand on in another blog post ). These etheric beings can literally feed of negative thoughts, feelings and emotions and drive people to be 'out of control’ and reach for that same drug, emotion, cycle again and again. We've all seen someone who's 'totally not themselves', well they're not. Or maybe they've 'done terrible things on the booze they never do otherwise', maybe they wouldn't have. Alcohol and drugs literally fling open the doors for you to 'Lose Youself' but the question, to what and at what cost? It is time for us to realise we are multidimensional beings and need to care for ourselves on all levels.
Once I addressed my past trauma and negative beliefs, I started to see dependency for what it was, the negative effects on my relationship, my health, my wealth and my connection to my Spirit. Some friendships I though were deep and meaningful just turned out to be drinking buddies in the end when I no longer partook, and other friendships flourished in a new and clear way.
After a few sessions I was finally able to start having long breaks from booze ( something I didn't think was possible or worth it ), moving forward I could limit it to 1 or 2 drinks and then eventually I realised I felt pretty average after a couple of drinks and I wasn't really enjoying hanging around people getting messed up, I stopped completely! It was a process yet the single biggest positive choice I've made in my life. Flicking forward 4 years to now, I can easily say Yes or No to a drink and there's not the huge charge attached to it or the hold it once had over me.
When we clear our 'shit' we can finally connect within and the need to numb ourselves and look for the answers 'out there' diminishes!
If this story sounds a bit like your own and you'd like to have a look at your abuse/dependency issues from a Spirit perspective, HK can help. This is my personal experience after trying so many things over many years!
I'm now here, with Jonny Mew Healing, to help those that are ready to see and clear their stuff, to be free too!
Life is better without Substances. Life is better when we are connected within. To our Spirit. Cheers to that!